- The Dr. looks at the MRIs and tells us that if he were to look at the MRIs from the very begining he would have NEVER diagnosed ADEM. He leans toward Leukodystrophy.
- He thinks Hailey should be off steroids as well.
- He wants Hailey to have a nerve conduction test.
- He wakes Hailey up so he can see how she walks and gets up off the floor and she wasn't happy to be waken up from a nap for that.
and dinner with one of her most favorite people ever:
We head back to Vegas, and have some things to think about. When we talk to our Las Vegas Neurologist he doesn't recommend the nerve conduction test. He said that he could get the same results with a blood test as with the NCT. It's something to think about.
We end up getting a call from a Dr. in Utah that specializes in Leukodystrophy and he has an appointment available in 15 days from then. I think that if he specializes in this disease he will be able to tell us which one she has and what we can expect/prepare for. So now we need to plan a trip to Utah.
Josh's car is newer but he drives so much for work that he has over 170,000+ miles on it. My car is 15 years old but has 137,000 miles on it and needs a few things done and we wouldn't be able to drive it to Utah. We end up having to rent a car, book a hotel because we don't want to keep Hailey in the car for too long, and then figure out where we are going to stay. Luckily we have a few options. I have a friend that lives in Ogden, Josh has a friend that lives in South Jordan and I have a recommendation from a social worker for the Ronald McDonald House, but they are full for now.
The first half of the trip goes great. We drive to Cedar City and spend the night there. They have an indoor pool so Josh takes Hailey swimming and she is having a lot of fun. We go to bed early and head out to Salt Lake. We will be staying in South Jordan with Josh's friends family. They have two little boys that Hailey was excited to see. Our appointment was the next afternoon so we head out for dinner and we have a Vegas favorite, Cafe Rio!
I had some trouble sleeping that night. I kept checking to see if I had all her medical work, test results, and MRIs ready to go. I don't think I fell asleep until about 1 am and that was after I took a melatonin. This Dr.s appointment was nerve wreaking. He was going to tell us if he thought that Hailey had leukodystrophy. I hate that word. I hate typing it. I hate knowing what it means. I hate reading it. I can't read about it, but reading the word is just as bad.
We meet our neurologist and it's like starting over again. Hailey history, reliving everything all over again. Hailey falls asleep in my arms, but before she did the Dr. saw how she walked and ran up the hall and got her to talk. It had been less then a month since her last episode. One of the questions he asked us was if when Hailey had an episode and then "got better" was she better then she was before the episode. She always did, and that was interesting to him. Since he can't just guess what she had with out extensive blood work, he gave us his best guess.
He said that looking at her MRI scans and know what tests they have taken he could take an educated guess on a few things:
- The MRIs are conclusive with Leukodystophy. He wouldn't have diagnosed ADEM
- In regards to what specific kind of (that L word) she has we could guess Vanishing White Matter Disease. There is a blood test we will do for that back at home.
- In regards to the steroids "working" he says it's a coincidence. *I have to intervene real quick here which I did. 1, 2, 3 times I could say is a coincidence. 4 times...that's a pattern. He tells me to think about if Josh was walking down the street and then someone crosses the street and starts walking next to Josh someone might say that Josh and that person are walking together...but they are not*
- I had said that they tested for this disease in January and those were the most common types, those were the types with some kind of treatment. There is no cure for any leukodystrophies, treatments for only some?
- There are a few reasons to know which type you have. There are clinical studies done on specific types that you may be able to participate in. If you need a bone marrow transplant in the future this will help get the ball rolling.
- The best way to get a diagnosis is to do a full genetic panel of 2500 genes. That isn't usually approved by insurance. If we have to order tests one by one the insurance will probably en cure less payment if they just opt for the full panel to get done and then it be over with.
- So until we do a blood test or a genetic test to know what type she has what do we do until then?
The wall in our room had these words on it:
Honestly it couldn't be more appropriate. These words have FOLLOWED me numerous times. I see them EVERYWHERE! I feel like I need to know more about Hailey's disease but to this day I can't bare to read anything about it. I know the gist of it. Isn't that enough?
What are we suppose to do if she has another episode? The Dr. said that it's up to us, but the way the L word disease progresses it's inevitable, that Hailey may/will one day be in a wheelchair, may/will one day she'll need a feeding tube, she may/won't be able to control her bowels. Yes I know I put "may" and if she has this terrible disease I should say will, I can't yet. I haven't accepted this and I don't know if I ever will.
For now she's okay. She's doing good. She's walking, she's talking, she'll go to summer school. I can breath for now...well at least for the next month and a half, but I didn't know that then. In a month and a half, things will go really bad...